VENTING EPISODE ABOUT TO OCCUR.
It is not mandatory to email back and forth with the same people everyday...
Yes it has become a habit....
Yes you like to see a message from your favorite people...
But, somehow, it is a little overwhelming to do... everyday.
Some people get it... Some people don't.
If I don't get a message from someone, a reply.. after I write them.......I do not, repeat, DO NOT write them again. I figure that they are busy, or haven't gotten a chance to check their messages.
I have other things that I can do... so I move on, knowing that I will speak with them eventually.
If I don't respond to someone, or don't have a chance to send a message.... I get a
"why haven't you written me?"
"is everything okay?"
"did I do something?"
I love that my friends get concerned for me....
But seriously, DO I SEEM UNSTABLE?????? (You don't have to answer that, given the mood I'm in. haha just kidding)
Do I seem like the type of person that would completely not speak to you without telling you a proper reason first????
I am so lucky to have such attentive friends...
I love them like I love my family....
Just sometimes... I can't be bothered... which such trivial nonsense.
and I feel like writing back just to say:
"I haven't written because I am at work, actually working... I know it is rare, and I know I commonly have time to converse... but today I do not, and the only reason I am pissy right this moment is because, and only because you have dumped your insecurities on me."
But I don't
And I won't.
I'll just vent here.
Thank you for reading.
P.S: Anybody else out there know what I am talking about?