I'm losing the drive to type.
This is becoming a chore... it is no longer any fun.
I don't feel much better after I vent something out, and sharing my view on things... well... has lost it's charm and appeal.
I'm not changing anyone's world out there.
I know it.
I'm barely changing mine.
How do I fix that?
When did I fall in to this rut?
I'm not sure... and at the moment, I cannot think of a way too fix it.
But, I know, the second I stop this blog... I'll need it again. So, I don't want to necessarily shut it down.
This happens to me every couple of years or so... I start to get bored with the norm.
(This is what usually gets me in to trouble.... Bored Kat = Trouble)
I can't just up and leave this job, I need it...
I can't move to a different job, there aren't many out there right now...
I can't dye my hair FUSCHIA.......the job wouldn't like it.
New Tattoo? Can't afford it... and I refuse to get a cheap and craptastic one.
Maybe a shopping spree... oh, can't do that... Low funds.... Need savings in case of emergency.
Ugh... nothing to get me out of my rut.
Spend the day hiking....hmmmmmmmmm.......... I could do that, as long as weather prevails.
A day of relaxing?
Sorry I don't have more.
I haven't been feeling it lately.