For the past week I have been dealing with a weird... medical concern.
Doctor really had no answers for me...but, great guesses.
You have to try a couple of things..
Take a couple of meds....
To no avail.
I'm getting worse though.
I can feel my body feeling more cruddy by the day.
More concerns have arisen.
Doctor is going to check me again today.
Another 1/2 personal day to be taken.
How does one live a healthy lifestyle when they are not 100% well?
I keep trying to work out. . . Just won't push it super far.
I am pacing myself more than I have been.
No 10 minute mile today...
I could barely do 1/2 a mile in 10 minutes today.
I am tired.
I am nauseous.
I'm already eating healthy.. but, when I don't feel well..
I want comfort food.
I won't eat it...
But, hell do I want it.
How do I keep my body on the right track?
Or do I say, "Forget this" and just allow myself to be comforted by
Inactivity and Carbohydrate filled food options.
I'm almost afraid to find out that I caused this by changing my diet to quickly and/or exercised too hard.
But, I am hoping it isn't that... I don't think I am pushing myself very hard.
I know I could be working out more.
So... it can't be that... right?
Overall, I am really worried.
I get very worried when it comes to my health and the potential that I may have to take off extended periods of time from work. I save all my sick time/personal time for my son.. and if he needs me to use it. We are buying the house, and I need the vacation time to close on the house and move in.
It seems that when I need to be healthy... I seem to fall apart.
And that is just the "Murphy's Law" of my life...
I have to push through.
Hope for the best.
Just try to keep being positive.
it's very hard..
and I'm very worried.
Keep me in your thoughts.
I need all the positive energy I can get.