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Tuesday, June 3, 2014

Exhausted - Why is it only Tuesday?

I know I shouldn't be complaining. 
I know that being tired is a temporary feeling, and it will subside eventually..

But, this morning..


It was like I was doing burpees in my sleep or something... There is no other reason for the amount of tightness and exhaustion I felt.

I still got my butt up and pushed through my Tuesday Weight/Strength Training. I added a lot of stretching to it...A LOT OF STRETCHING. 

I went home, and I got into my work clothes, and then... I drove in to work.. in this fog...

The fog that says, I never really achieved R.E.M last night... 

Maybe the humidity?
Maybe I went to bed too late?
Maybe there's a lot on my mind, and I couldn't truly rest?

Lord knows.

What I do know is, I am procrastinating...
I have work to do, and I do not want to do it.
And, if  had it my way... I wouldn't do it at all.

I considered taking today off; being *cough cough* sick.
But, I know I can't do that. With the end of the school year coming, I have 2 days this month that I either have to leave work early, or call out. When the school says "Parent's Day" or "Come to this activity with your child"... I try my hardest to be there. Emry deserves that much.

Those 2 days? They don't occur until the 19th and the 24th of this month. 
And it's only the 3rd...


I hope I get out of this funk soon.

Things to look forward to.

TWIT - is going to happen.
Please promise to stop in and recommend my link up to other bloggers! I am going to try and post a reveal tomorrow during my Hump Day Hop.. explaining what it's going to be about. 

I think once I get to Wednesday, the rest of the week will breeze by... It's how it's been normally, and I look forward to tomorrow... in a way I can't explain to you right now.

The air conditioning at work is broken today.. and that is honestly, kind of nice. It's usually too cold in here.. It is a little stagnant... but, at least I'm not bundled up with a sweater... :)

Something, has, been on my mind... 

I get the "Don't be so hard on yourself" thing... a lot.
I'm very hyper critical of myself.. I guess we all are... 

But, in my head, when I wasn't so hard on myself.. I let things fall by the wayside.
My health and my weight just to name a couple.

My dedication and my light just to name a few more.

The second I committed to being stronger and more focused.. the second things started turning around for me.


So... I know that something has got to give, and I know that sometimes I should relax.

But.. I'll never stop being so hard on myself... It's my job.. to push me forward. 


Does anyone have any thoughts?
Motivation to get through Today?
What gets you through your funks?


  1. I never get enough sleep and it can play a huge role in how you feel! You do have the power to make the change!

  2. It is a tough balance between being too tough on yourself and giving yourself too much slack to do nothing. Take a nap to get outta the funk! That should help :)

  3. I like to listen to fun music to put me in a better mood.